i've returned back down to earth after trying to catch those stars for years.
the clouds are hollow, my hands still empty, the sky never wanted me.
i thought I would not ever die, I thought I won't ever grow old but now I'm trying to make it home again, I'm trying to make it home.
i know I'll always hate this place and everywhere else I have been.
i'm starting to think it's not the space around me but the person that I am.
i know I'll always hate myself more than I hate everyone else.
i know my failure wasn't anyone's fault, I can only blame myself.
released March 31, 2016
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